Now what?

What is another word for shocked?

My heart had stopped seeing your name.

Your pull was instantaneous but action was not.

I just stared at what was before me until I couldn’t breathe.

What should I do?

Of course I knew.

But it was like slow motion as I waited and waited.

Hope and despair all at once flooded the air.

Finally there was no more silence but what did that mean?

I stumbled through words like a child learning to talk.

Hoping that I could say the right words that would bring you to talk.

More than once doubting myself.

Not only my doubts but others too.

Many told tales that I was choosing the wrong fate.

But sweet girl it seems it was a fate I was meant for.

Chasing ghost and shadows is in my blood.

Just don’t make me chase you anymore.

There are only so many ways these poems can end.

Together they would make quite a fairytale.

 

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Nights

Again the single digits of night have come and you are on my mind.

Dear girl dear girl where have you gone?

What have you done?

It’s nights like now I wonder what it would be like with you here.

Would you nuzzle close for warmth.

Would you seek a comforting touch.

I try to close my eyes to be in your presence

But I find you haunt my dreams.

Your touch. Your laugh. You follow me there.

I always know it’s you from a far.

Dressed in black and lace and playing children’s games.

All this madness pauses me to wander.

Even if you snuck into my bed on this night.

Would you have changed your mind.

As much as I want you here I stand by what I said.

All is to much.

Nothing is to little.

But it’s still the only way for us.

One day it will all make sense.

Until then there is forgiveness.

Are we left here across from the other.

Pondering what it might have been.

Or do I have to ponder no more.


Last one for now.

Foolish Thoughts

How many times could I mend my broken heart?

Or chase a shadow that could not be told apart?

I thought love would be enough.

Now I wonder if that is just a foreign word to both of us.

Shattered dreams and broken promises lay in shambles round our feet.

I meant it ever time I said the truth.

But you dear girl decided that was to be proven false.

It is easier that way.

Easier for me to be wrong than right.

It scared you. I scared you. I know it did.

But there is still time for you to know what I said was true.

To let me love you for you.

To let me decide what is wrong and right.

Maybe it’s foolish these words I speak.

But I know one thing is true.

I’ve thought of you every day since the new rang true.


I promise you all I’ll get back to writing spanking stories very soon. I have two that are 3000+ words each that are almost done. In the mean time I’m sorry you all have to deal with my random poetry (sorta kinda not really poetry) ramblings till then. 😘

Broken Hearts

Missing you is hard.

Never having you is harder.

There are many books of words that were left unsaid.

And lifetimes of adventures we never had.

Loud melodies remind me of you play as a cover for this tragedy.

Times I wish I’d never known your name.

But I’m thankful to this day you wandered through.

Even when regret is a vastness I’ll never leave.

I’ll always have the what if to think of.

My broken heart and yours too.

That’s all we have left of this silly little love story.

I’ve spent many hours thinking of your complicated words.

Wondering if they where for me or for someone more.

I might never know for sure.

It may be best that way… leaving the fantasies of the other intact.

Neither of us knew what we had until it was lost.

We danced and we danced but never took a bow.

We left each other wanting more of the other.

Im here were you left me standing alone.

All you need is to reach out a hand I’ll be here waiting for you.

For now.


Bratty goth, strong woman, or scared child, they are all closely the same in one way or another. And well we all have been all of these more than once in our lives. Which ever you are I’m here. You can reach out but that is a choice you need to make. All it takes is a word. -LT

Paper Back!!

Hey spanking friends!! I have some exciting news for you all! Fourteen First is now available in paperback!! Yes, that is correct this amazing book, if I do say so myself, is now available in paperback. 🙂 So, perhaps pick up a hard copy for you and that special person in your life. Also, if you happen to pick up this book, either e-book or hard copy, please, please, please leave a review on Amazon, you all will never know what it means to me and the many others when you all review this book for us. If you want to make sure your public name is different there is a setting called ‘public name’ you can change it under. Happy reading.

Link: https://www.amazon.com/Fourteen-Firsts-Anthology-Lesbian-Spanking-ebook/dp/B075FT2G12/ref=tmm_kin_swatch_0?_encoding=UTF8&qid=1506389202&sr=8-1

Fourteen Firsts Cover

Fourteen First – Has Arrived!

Hey, all spanking people! I have wonderful news! Fourteen First officially released today! This is the anthology many amazing women worked hard on most of the summer! So hurry on over and get your copy today! There are some amazing authors and stories in there (I couldn’t help, but take a peek earlier today)! Also, a quick thank you once again for the amazing work that Stardawn Cabot and Claire Britain did for this book, without you ladies it wouldn’t have been possible. 🙂

Fourteen Firsts Cover

Here is the blurb just to tease you all a little. Happy reading. 🙂

Fourteen Firsts was a labor of love by 13 different authors who have one thing is common. As both editor and a contributor, Stardawn Cabot spent many months putting together this collection of stories. Many of the authors have never been published before, but they are all excited to see the proceeds of this book go to charity. In the following pages, you will find tales of princesses, warriors, lawyers, and even modern-day heroines, all who find that special someone who can care for, protect, and discipline when needed. Each tale has its own unique spin on what a ‘first’ can be, and although the cover pretty much says it all, we hope that you enjoy these adult-themed stories, and check out other books by these great ladies as well!

 

Amazon Link: www.amazon.com/dp/B075FT2G12/ref=sr_1_8?ie=UTF8&qid=1504801202&sr=8-8&keywords=Fourteen+first

 

I Promise!!

Hello all! I know I’ve been very silent for like two weeks now (yes longer than that), however my muse has really been like… well bratty and not being very nice of late. I am working on a few different things, but I don’t know when that will happen. Anyway… though I would share another picture with you until then. And yes this is pretty close to the truth not that I would know anything about pouting. 😉

Pouting

I’ll Be

So, this song has been on my mind recently and inspired a lot of things I have been writing that I will eventually get around to sharing with you all. So, if you all don’t mind give it a listen or just read it through. Then if you have a song that has been speaking to your heart of late please feel free to share. And make sure to check out the story I posted earlier today.

 

Anyway, this is for someone special. . . you know who you are. 

 

I’ll Be – Reba

 

When darkness falls upon your heart and soul.

I’ll be the light that shines for you.

When you forget how beautiful you are

I’ll be there to remind you.

When you can’t find your way,

I’ll find my way to you.

When troubles come around,

I will come to you.

 

I’ll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.

Be your shelter.

When you need someone to see you through.

I’ll be there to carry you.

I’ll be there.

 

I’ll be the rock that will be strong for you.

The one that will hold on to you.

When you feel that rain falling down.

When there’s nobody else around.

I’ll be.

 

And when you’re there with no one there to hold.

I’ll be the arms that reach for you.

And when you feel your faith is running low.

I’ll be there to believe in you.

When all you find are lies.

I’ll be the truth you need.

When you need someone to run to.

You can run to me

 

I’ll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.

Be your shelter.

When you need someone to see you through.

I’ll be there to carry you.

I’ll be there.

I’ll be the rock that will be strong for you.

The one that will hold on to you.

When you feel that rain falling down.

When there’s nobody else around.

I’ll be.

I’ll be the sun.

 

When your heart’s filled with rain.

I’ll be the one.

To chase the rain away.

 

I’ll be your shoulder when you need someone to lean on.

Be your shelter.

When you need someone to see you through.

I’ll be there to carry you.

I’ll be there.

I’ll be the rock that will be strong for you.

The one that will hold on to you.

When you feel that rain falling down.

When there’s nobody else around.

I’ll be.

I’ll be.

 

 

I’ll Be lyrics © Alfred

 

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8Q9S3cT18Fs

 

Hiya guys and gals, I haven’t forgotten about you all! I am still promising some stories very soon! Still working on editing my story so my time and energy is going into that. However, I just found this little gem and thought I’d share it with you all. Feel free to tell me of any naughtiness you have found yourselves in of late 😉

 

Being Naughty