I was sitting on the side of my bed, strap in hand, thinking about what I had agreed to do next. I honestly didn’t know if I could use it or not.
I had hard feelings for the strap. However, I knew most people did prefer it over other implements. I stood and walked back into the living room, pausing in the doorway, watching this moment. I would never have another first like this. Giving my first spanking to someone. I didn’t think this day would come I thought that I would have to hide the desire and need to Top within me forever. It wasn’t normal, but in a strange, in a very small sliver of my mind, this moment felt completely normal.
As I was watching the little imp, I noticed she was repeatedly running her palms down her legs, shaking her hand and twisting her hips from side to side. This worried me. She wasn’t normally a fidgety person.
“Jodie? Are you okay?”
Again I must have started her, for she jumped in her place.
“Y- yes I’m fine just a bit nervous is all.”
I didn’t know what to say to her. I suddenly felt my heart ache. Had I done something wrong? She was nervous. I didn’t know what to do! What was I supposed to do? I mean should I tell her to come out and get dressed or just keep pressing on? In that very moment,
the only thing I could think of wanting to do was crawling into my Top’s lap and hiding for a long while. So, that’s what I did. Sort of anyway.
I retrieved my phone from the coffee table and instantly sent a message to my Top. It was slightly frantic and dramatic.
Ma’am! Jodie finally agreed to let me help her. I spanked her with my hand
and now I’m about to use the strap! However, she is all nervous and in the corner
and everything. What do I do? I just want to run away.
Thankfully the reply I got was almost instant.
Little Bit breathe. Just do what I would do with you if the situation was reversed.
Assure her you aren’t going to hurt her and when you go to spank her put your
hand on her back to reassure her. But most of all breathe. It’s going to be okay.
You know what you are doing Little Bit. Let me know when you are done. I love
you, Little Bit.
I read her message with my heart racing several times. She was right I did know what I was doing. I mean mostly I knew the mechanics of giving a spanking. I had been on the receiving end enough times and had seen countless ones being given. I took another cleansing deep breath and called for Jodie.
“Jodie, hon why don’t you come over here and bend over the back of the couch.”
She slowly faced me waddling over, leggings and panties half-mast, to stand in front of me before she turned to the couch and almost jumped over the back of it due to her short stature.
“Hon, I will not hurt you okay? I promise you. If you need to use polar bear do so. I won’t judge if you need to.” I placed a hand on her lower back and gently rubbed circles for a moment allowing her time to get used to her position.
Finally, after we were both settled into our positions she looked back at me and told me, “I’m ready.”
I gave her bottom a gentle pat with my hand before picking up the strap and resting it on her bottom.
The room was silent around us until the strap rose and then fell on her still blushing cheeks.
SWISH, CRACK! The strap had landed in the middle of her bottom.
Her bottom rose into the air then squirmed like she was trying to get away. The red line across her cheeks indicated that the swat had indeed been true. Still, I pulled the strap back again and aimed it for the same place.
Her head flew up, “Lex!”
I placed the strap aside before taking a step towards Jodie rubbing her back again, “Relax and breathe hon. We can take it slower if you prefer.”
She shifted around, looking back at me, to talk to me again while staying in her appointed position with her legs dangling in the air, “No, it’s okay I was just being a bit of a brat that’s all.”
“Uh huh, that’s what I kind of figured.”
Moving aside, I swatted her bottom ten times with my hand as hard as I could. SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT on the right cheek and then SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT SWAT on the left cheek.
“Owie, ouch, hey! What was that for?!”
“For being a little bit of a brat.”
She tried to hide her giggles, however I didn’t notice the subtle movements of her body that gave her away. I shook my head glad that then tension was no longer there. While I did still feel like running out the front door to find my Top to hide into I knew I could finish this for her sake.
Picking up the strap I stood back and aimed a little lower on her bottom just under the red stripe that was already present.
SWISH, CRACK! the third stroke of the strap landed just where I had aimed and another mark appeared while I watched.
Jodie grabbed a pillow and hid into it trying to muffle the ragged breathing she was doing.
SWISH, CRACK! Another stripe in the exact same place. I knew her bottom must be on fire now, with a deep ache in her muscle. Up came her legs and back came her arms with this stroke. Unlike before, she didn’t say anything this time.
“Jodie, honey, make sure to keep your legs down and closed if you can I don’t want to hurt you.” Now I stood closer to her making sure to keep my left hand on her back while my right hand pulled the strap back and brought it down in a quick stroke across her sit spots SWISH, CRACK!
This time her reaction was delayed and I was thankful I had a hand on her back. She tried to stand up, however, her legs just dangled in the air, kicking frantically in the air.
“Young lady, I do not tolerate that language while spanking someone! If it happens again I will be washing your mouth out with soap.”
She cried into the cushion, “I’m sorry, Lex. I’m sorry. It hurt!”
“Last one. It’s going to be harder than the rest.”
She moaned, holding the pillow tighter. I raised the strap for the last time and brought it back, quickly connecting it across her sit spots. She yelped loudly into the pillow and relaxed in her place over the back of the couch.
I placed the strap aside again and stood beside her soothing her backside with my palm, “You did good hon. Whenever you are ready I’ll help you up.”
Her reply was almost instantaneous, “I’m ready, can you help me?
“Of, course hon.”
I carefully helped Jodie up off the back or the couch and immediately engulfed her in my arms in a secure hug which she returned.
Breaking the hug she told me, “Thank you, Lex. I think that helped. I needed that.”
She fixed her clothes and we went around to the side of the couch, sitting close side by side, not touching.
It was a bit awkward. I wanted her to cuddle on my lap, but I didn’t know her well enough to really make that offer. Instead, I leaned over and gave her another hug, which again she returned.
Now I wasn’t sure what to do. Looking at her she seemed to be trying to collect her thoughts and feelings so she would be ready for me to take her home.
“Hon, will you be okay if I go visit the ladies room? Then when I’m done if you are ready I will take you home?”
“Sure, Tall Girl that is fine.”
I pecked her forehead with a quick kiss, without thinking about it, picked up my cell phone again from the table and went down the hall to the bathroom.
Shutting the door behind me, I sank to the floor, head beginning to throb and back beginning to ache. I never knew just how much it could take out of someone to spank a person. I was suddenly more grateful for my Top’s steadfastness than before.
It’s done. I want to run away and be in your arms and hide there forever.
Ma’am must have been waiting for me to tell her how it went because the typing bubble popped up moments later,
Relax Little Bit. Stay with her and take care of her right now. This is
Part of it too. I promise I will be here when you two are completely done.
You can then be in my arms after that okay?
I held tight to that promise. I wanted to run away so bad. My insides had never felt as turbulent as it was now.
Okay… I will… promise you will hold me later though even if
It’s just virtually? I feel so… everything.
Little Bit, I promise you I will take care of you as soon as you are
Done with Jodie. Now, go back to her. I’ll talk to you later. *hugging
*hugging you back*
I went back into the living room to find Jodie pulling her sweater on and noticed she had gathered her bag and put her shoes on.
“I take it you are ready to get home?”
“Yeah, I think I better, I’m tired and it’s getting late.”
“Okay, hon let me grab my keys.”
Our ride to Jodie’s house was silent for the most part, other than a few random comments about the weather and traffic. I knew I was thinking about what had happened earlier and I had a suspicious feeling that she was thinking about the same things, which I’m sure was helped by her tender bottom.
I put the car in park in front of the house and turned to look at Jodie on the other side of the dark car, “How about we meet tomorrow for coffee? We can talk then and stuff.”
“That’s fine with me. 3 pm?”
“I’ll meet you there.” I leaned over and gave her quick hug and watched her climb out of my car and go up to the walk to her front door and enter inside.
I sat in the dark for a bit. Trying to collect myself for the ride home. I was also, mentally scolding myself for feeling the way I was right now. I made mistakes while spanking Jodie. I should have warmed her up more. We should have talked more before. She had been drinking! I replayed the entire night and cringed at all the things I did wrong.
I decided the over thinking and processing would be better off in my house while in my PJs.
Pulling into my driveway I felt my heart lighten when I saw ma’am’s car in the drive. Instantly, I knew she had come to check on me and take care of me if necessary even while my thoughts were with Jodie.
I walked into my living room and found her waiting for me, sitting on the couch where I had sat just a while earlier.
“Ma’am, you are here!”
“I told you I would be Little Bit.”
I didn’t say anything else other than going straight to her, sitting on her lap and hiding in her arms. She held me close and I felt waves of love and protection wrap around me. I knew I didn’t have to make any more decisions for a while and could just relax with my ma’am.