Hi my friends new and old,
For all of us that are hurting, scared, angry, and confused right now I hear you. I feel it with you. I stand with you. In these times that feel so desperate, hopeless and lost we will find peace in each other but also strength. We will stand. We will fight. We will prevail. It will be ugly, but I swear we will not be another generation hiding in fear for our rights, our bodies, our marriages and our peace. I love you guys. Be safe. Give them hell.
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Andi pulled off the white straw hat that was containing her long red curls and crossed to the bed sitting in the center of the room.
“London! Get UP! We are going to be late checking out of the hotel!” The small lump buried under the covers didn’t move.
Andi shook her head and bent over, sharply smacking the upturned bottom still covered by the white down comforter. The brunette barely moved and grunted. “Come on up! Up! Up!” She punctuated each “up” with a sharp smack.
The brat whimpered and growled. “I’m coming, I’m comingggg,” she promised through her frustration which was evident in the way she kicked her legs wildly.
“You better be. I’m taking this suitcase out to the car and if you aren’t up and moving when I’m back so help me you won’t sit comfortably in the car today.”
The only response was more kicking of the feet and a low growl.
***
Andi struggled the duffle and two suitcases into the elevator and punched the button for the ground floor. Tiredness felt like a heavy blanket over her which got even heavier when she walked into the thick Texas heat. Instantly a layer of sweat formed across her body. She rolled the luggage to the back of her SUV and threw the suitcases in, too tired to care where they landed. Just before throwing in her duffle, she eyed it, considering if she might need it later.
Nodding, she closed her hatch before moving the duffle to the backseat for easier access. Andi squinted at the sun before wiping her brow and turning back to the hotel.
Back on their floor, Andi slid the key card into the heavy door and began to push it open, only to realize the secondary lock was engaged. “London,” she muttered to herself. At least she had been out of bed at some point to do this. Quickly she took her phone out of her pocket and called the brat’s phone. Straight to voicemail.
“London Eve Wells, you have exactly two minutes to open this door or so help me god, you will be spending the entire night in the corner. No phone. No TV. No nothing but the corner,” she harshly whispered into the phone.
It was 10:30 am, and there were people all over the hallway going in and out, hauling luggage, sipping coffee, and trying to not look too interested in what she was doing at the door. Exasperated, Andi punched the end-call button on her phone before pushing the door handle again. Still the same, it was locked from the inside, and that woman was asking for it.
Andi leaned against the wall across from the hotel room door, seething. They were going to be late checking out for sure. It was 10:47 and 17 minutes since she had called London. She was awake. Andi heard movement when she pressed her ear to the door. The shower had come on, and there was music on. Suddenly she heard a click.
Andi rushed to check with the key, and this time the door hissed open, and she caught a glance of London running back towards the bathroom. Andi let the door slam shut behind her as she followed her into the bathroom. She was nude in the shower, trying to act natural.
“Get out right now, London Eve. We need to go.”
London continued with her shower.
“I’m not asking you again. I’ll pull you out myself and take my belt to your wet backside.” London turned her back to Andi and continued to ignore her.
“Fine. If that’s the way you want it. I warned you.” Andi opened the shower door, fully clothed, boots and all, and stepped half in the shower. She grabbed London’s arm firmly before tugging the girl, causing her to stumble out of the shower and into Andi’s arms.
“Leave me alone!” London screeched.
“Oh, no, little brat, you’ve been begging for this.” Andi pointed her towards the bathroom counter and pushed her over it.
“No!!! I didn’t mean it!”
Andi shook her head. With one hand, she held London against the bathroom counter, and with the other, she unbuckled her belt, pulling it out of the loops.
“London, you know better than to not listen when I tell you to do something. You know better than to lock me out of the hotel room. Do you understand why I’m about to give you a dose of this belt, little girl?”
London squirmed hard under Andi’s hand. “NO! I don’t want the belt! I don’t like it.” she begged.
“Well, everything else is in the car where we should be. So the belt it is, little girl.”
Andi carefully doubled the belt and stepped back before bringing down a lash across London’s still damp upturned cheeks.
“Oowww.” London hissed.
“You will never, and I mean never, lock me out of anything again because you are mad at me! If you need space, you tell me but doing that isn’t the way to go about it! It’s childish and unacceptable!” Andi lectured, following up each statement with a lash from her belt.
***
London hung onto the cold counter and squirmed as Andi brought the belt down across her bottom in lines of pain over and over. Andi overlapped the lashes, heating up the middle of her butt to almost the middle of her thighs.
“Owww, Andi! I’m sorry! I’ll never do it again, I promise!” She danced under the stokes and every few moments dared to look in the mirror at Andi. She stood tall and foreboding, in her sleeveless top and tight dark jeans. The mixture was intoxicating. She got what she wanted, but god, did she want it to stop. Her butt was already starting to throb.
She moved back and forth, looking for relief as Andi wrapped the belt across each sit spot, perfectly showing her displeasure with the situation.
“Let’s see if you are learning your lesson in doing what I say. Push your bottom out and ask me for the rest of your punishment, London Eve.”
She felt herself gasp as she blinked back the tears from the disappointment that Andi’s voice held. “Please finish my spanking, ma’am.” Andi pushed her bottom out as much as possible and hid in her arms. She could hear the swoosh of the belt just before the line of fire lit across her bottom. These were somehow even harder than before. It was matched again by another lick just below it, then another. She counted twelve in her head while trying to hold her bottom perfectly still despite how hard it was in her the hot rain of the belt. She wasn’t sure how much more she could take.
“I’m so sorry, Andi. I’ll be a good girl.” She said into her arms, and finally, the punishment stopped. She heard the belt go back into the belt loops, and then a soft hand on her scorching buns. London looked up and watched Andi in the mirror.
“I know you will be. You especially will be today, or I’ll pull over on the side of the road and paddle your bare bottom no matter who sees. Do you understand me?”
London could only nod. The fire in Andi’s eyes didn’t leave room for much doubt.
“Good, I’m glad we understand one another.” London felt a soft kiss to her back and watched as Andi backed up before pulling her up off the counter into a long smothering hug. London melted into Andi’s chest enjoying how perfectly she fit just under her loves chin. Finally, Andi kissed her head and ordered,
“Dry off and put that cute sun dress on while I check the rest of the room. We are going to be late.”
A quick swat met her bottom before Andi turned to leave the room, and London felt safe to turn and look at her red-striped bottom in the mirror.
***
London shifted in the car seat, trying to find a comfortable way to sit on what was surely her now bruised bottom. She groaned and sunk into the chair again. There was no hope.
“You might as well give up, little miss. I got your butt good. You aren’t going to be sitting comfortably for a while yet, I’m afraid.”
London felt Andi’s hand on her bare thigh and smiled a bit when she started rubbing small circles.
“I love you, London, but you asked for it in more ways than one, and you got it.” They glanced at one another, and Andi looked at her lovingly.
“I know. It still hurts, though.”
About that time, London’s stomach started to growl. Momentarily she kicked herself for not getting up in time to get herself some breakfast… and coffee. The coffee actually was more appealing. She needed her latte. “Andi, can you pull to the next exit so we can get coffee and food?”
The circles on her thigh stopped moving. “There is a breakfast sandwich, snacks, water, juice, and sodas in the back. Have at it, honey.” Andi’s voice was even as she appeared to focus on the road.
“That’s not the same! I want something hot.” She felt a quick pop on her thigh, and the hand returned to rest there.
“We’ve only been on the road 30 miles, and I don’t want to stop so soon. And besides, you had that option but decided to not get up to eat or get coffee. Now it’s 12 pm, and you have a rule about no coffee after 12 anyway, don’t you? That’s at least half the reason you didn’t sleep last night. You were drinking coffee until 5.” London’s lip went out in a pout.
“Yes, but I thought the rules didn’t matter on vacation,” London argued.
Andi glanced at her with a raised brow. “The rules always matter. I’ve been lax, but it’s time to start getting back into it, so you are adjusted the day after tomorrow. Like I said, you’re not sleeping contributed to the mega tantrum of this morning. So no coffee.”
London sighed and turned the music up before staring out the window. The lack of coffee would not help all the feelings swirling inside of her. She gritted her teeth. She was going to get her coffee.
***
London glanced at the map display between the two women, and the miles just were not going fast enough. They had only been going 43 miles now. She resisted the urge to stomp, then got an idea when she saw a sign for a coffee shop in the next rest area. “I have to go to the bathroom!” she blurted.
Andi sighed. “Okay, we will stop at the rest area in a half-mile. Do you think you can make it?” Andi asked, glancing over.
“Yes, I think so!” London nodded. She could wait for half a mile for coffee. The thought of getting off her throbbing butt for a few minutes sure didn’t hurt either. London made a point to shake her leg and act like she was really desperate as Andi turned into the rest area. As soon as they pulled into the packed rest area, London grabbed her purse and bolted into the building.
“I’ll be right here at the car stretching!” she heard Andi call after her.
London dipped into the building and immediately looked around for the cafe sign. Peeking back to the car, she could see Andi had gotten out and was stretching in front of the car, not appearing to pay her any attention.
She crossed the room quickly and got in the short line. Soon it was her turn to order and pay. Warm cup of liquid in her hand she picked her phone up to text Andi. *Will be a minute. Long line in for the bathroom.* She then slowly started to sip her coffee, trying to find Andi again through the big glass windows but she didn’t spot her. Maybe she had gotten back in the car or something.
“This is not the bathroom line, London Eve Wells.” A deep voice said from behind her. London jumped and turned around to look up into the green eyes of Andi. She gulped. Andi wordlessly took the cup from her and threw it into the nearby trash can.
“Let’s go.” Andi took London’s hand and led them back across the room towards the sign that clearly said bathroom. Her heart sped up.
***
Andi led the women towards the bathrooms that incidentally had no line and was thankful all the stalls were more than big enough for them both to fit into. She went to one on the end and pulled London in behind her. Leaning close to London’s ear, she whispered, “You better be glad there are other people here or so help me, I’d repeat what happened this morning right here and now.” She reached under London’s dress and squeezed both cheeks hard.
“Don’t worry, it’ll be getting more soon enough.”
With ease, she pulled the woman’s panties down and lifted the dress. “Go on and pee. You needed to go, no?”
London’s face flushed red before she slowly did as ordered. Andi swatted her hands away when she went to pull her underwear up and fix the dress. She motioned for her to turn around, which London did, still very red.
Andi took her time inspecting London’s still pink backside. Squeezing it and then swatting it once, making the other woman hiss.
“Take them off and fix your dress,” she ordered and then watched as London slipped the underwear off and let her dress fall into place.
“Yes ma’am,” was all she mumbled.
Andi tipped London’s face up, pecking her on the nose. “You will regret this, little girl.” London whimpered a bit but nodded.
Andi took her hand and then led them to the sink, then back out to the car and to the passenger side of the car. “Wait here,” Andi ordered before going into the back seat and pulling something out.
“Please, Andi, not that. Please, I’ll do anything. Please don’t make me sit on the punishment mat.”
Tears were filling up London’s eyes as Andi pointed to the acupuncture mat, which was covered in hundreds of dull spikes now laid out in the front passenger seat. “Now, little girl. Get in and sit, then get that dress up out of the way. The longer you fight, the longer you sit, and the longer the paddling you will be getting.”
London shifted back and forth.
Andi raised an eyebrow.
London looked down but climbed and got in the SUV, grimacing and she slowly sat down fully onto the mat.
Andi leaned over her buckling and tightened down the seat belt. “You can stay like that until we get out of the parking lot.” Andi nodded and closed the passenger door before entering the driver’s side.
Andi backed the car out slowly and stopped at the end of the driveway for the rest stop. “Okay, fix your dress, young lady.”
London whimpered loudly and shifted. “Please, Andi, it already hurts so badly. I don’t need it bare.” London whimpered again and squirmed on the mat.
“Do as I say. We’ve already discussed that once today.”
London hissed but slowly did as told and slipped the dress up just enough in the back so it was no longer protecting her bottom.
“Good girl. Now keep your hands off everything. No trying to take the pressure away.” London nodded and squirmed about. “I’m sorry, ma’am.”
“I know you are, little brat. You will be even sorrier soon.”
Andi pulled out of the rest stop and drove in silence for a little over 5 minutes before she merged onto a dead-end road.
“Where are we going?” London asked, looking around, a slight panic raising in her belly. She didn’t mean to actually pull over, did she?!
“What did I tell you this morning?”
London’s eyes got big. She stuttered. “You didn’t mean that did you?”
Andi nodded. “Oh yes, I did.”
“Oh please, Andi, can’t it wait till tonight?”
“Hush before you get to ride the rest of the day on the mat,” Andi warned.
“Yes, ma’am,” London whimpered, staring out the window to nothing but wide open fields.
Andi took several more turns and ended up on a gravel road. A field of corn on one side and a pine tree patch on the other. Andi found a good spot and pulled the car over to the side of the road. She turned the car off and looked at London.
“I want you to get out of the car and get ready for your paddling. Open that back door and bend over the back seat with your bottom sticking out. I’ll be around there in just a minute to take care of you.”
London’s lip trembled. “Please, please, please, please. Andi, can’t it wait until tonight? Make it even double if we wait. I don’t want to risk a car coming and seeing.”
“If I do that it’ll be teaching you that you can get your way. Which you can’t. You manipulated me into stopping and disobeyed again. So now you will take your punishment like a good girl or tonight’s ordeal will get worse.”
London’s eyes widened. She hadn’t realized tonight would be an ordeal too. “But…. But…” London started to argue.
Andi cupped her cheek and kissed her face several times.
“There’s no butt except yours bent over, ready for the paddle in the backseat.”
London nodded and slowly got out of the car, wincing every time an tender spot was touched. Andi watched the woman close the front door and then open the back one as she was told.
Andi similarly did the same. She got out and opened the back door but instead of bending over, she fished around in her duffle for the heavy wooden object she needed for the task at hand. She pulled it out and met London’s eyes, which were wet. She paused for a moment, looking into her love’s eyes. So many tears in one day for her.
Andi went around the car holding the long, wide, sorority paddle to one of the best sites she had ever seen. Bent over was London. Her dress up around her waist revealing two perfect cheeks marked with the acupuncture mat and the belt. Still slightly red. And if she didn’t know better, trembling in anticipation.
“Tell me why I’m paddling you, London.” Andi slowly rubbed her bottom and thighs, waiting for an answer.
“Because I lied and manipulated and didn’t listen, ma’am.”
Andi nodded before switching the paddle into her left hand. “That’s right. And all that does is damage the trust we have. I’m giving you 20 good ones. You stay just like you are and don’t stand, or we will cut a switch,” Andi warned, lining up the paddle.
“Yes, ma’am,” London uttered.
Andi delivered the first swat in the middle of the meaty part of London’s bottom, then quickly followed up with four more in the exact same place. After just two swats, her bottom turned a dark pink as a few spots of dark red came through, which would turn to bruises.
London danced and squealed with every stroke but stayed just as she was. For the sixth swat, Andi moved lower to where her girl would sit the rest of the day. The clap of the paddle echoed around them on the empty road, quickly followed by cries from the woman. London’s hand came back, which Andi quickly pined to her lower back before following up with four similar swats across the sit spots and upper thighs.
***
Oh god, her bottom. Oh god, she danced. The desire to keep quiet left more and more with every swat. Could she take more? The paddle was jolting her entire body. It hurt in the deepest layers of her butt. Andi moved back to the meaty parts, where it didn’t hurt as much.
“Please, no more, Andi, please, I won’t be able to sit!”
“You should have thought about that before being a naughty little girl. We are halfway through now. You are doing good.” Andi held her fingers tighter as the paddle rained down 5 times quickly one after another in the same place.
The first moment stung but then pain just radiated deeply. Part of her wanted it to stop now, and the other part wanted it to never stop. “Andi!” She couldn’t help but whimper. Her top moved the paddle lower again against the sit spots.
“Almost, little girl. Almost.” The paddle collided loudly, and she howled. The pain was more focused now. The most tender areas were being targeted. Again and again. She gripped the seat and struggled to free her hand from Andi’s grip all at once.
“I’m sorry ma’am, so sorry!” she blubbered as the last two swats fell. Andi threw the paddle over her head and into the car and gently started rubbing her searing hot buns.
“That’s my sweet girl,” she murmured as London felt Andi’s body against hers. Rubbing and holding. She melted and couldn’t help crying harder as Andi quietly started singing to her.
“Cuddle? Lap?” London asked.
Wordlessly, Andi fixed her dress and pulled her away from the car before sitting where she had been bent and pulled London into a hug, settling her gently on her lap. Andi’s strong arms wrapped around her, and kissed her face lightly. “I love you, little London. You are my sweet, obedient, kind, thoughtful girl. You took your paddling so well. I don’t want to have to pull over the car again today, okay?”
London nodded into Andi’s chest and kept a tight grip as she kept crying. “I’m sorry, ma’am. I don’t know what got into me.”
Andi rubbed her bottom slowly, allowing her to calm down. “You are forgiven, love. Let’s just have a good rest of the day, okay?”
London nodded, and the couple stayed for several long minutes until Andi slowly helped London back into the front seat as the mat went back into the duffle bag.
***
“That was a nice dinner. I’m glad we decided to go eat someplace instead of ordering in.” Andi commented as the two women made it back to their hotel room.
“Me too. It’s nice when we can just sit and talk.” London sweetly kissed Andi’s lips.
Andi held the woman close as her hands started to roam slowly across her body. Andi returned the kiss before pulling back. “We need to finish our discussion from today.”
London stilled and eyes widened. “Andi.. my bottom already hurts a lot. I don’t want more.”
Andi held the woman’s cheek and looked at her for several long moments. “It’s not about what you want. It’s about what you need.” Andi kissed the woman’s forehead and tapped her butt. “Let’s get this over with then we can spend the rest of the night doing much nicer things with one another.”
London’s eyes softened into a pout. Andi shook her head. That woman surely was something. Tempting to be naughty even after getting her butt roasted twice today.
“I told you if there was any trouble today, we would talk tonight. And it’s tonight.” Andi stepped away from London and crossed to sit on the end of their bed. “Get me the rubber paddle, and come put yourself over my lap.”
Andi could feel the chill across the room as she watched London decide what to do. Slowly the brat moved towards the duffle and unzipped it before rifling through it. She turned on her heel and looked at Andi for a long time. Andi just waited.
“Please, Andi…. I’ll be so good tomorrow. You won’t have to even wake me up. I won’t even mention coffee!” She tried.
Andi just raised an eyebrow.
“Okay, okay,” she mumbled before trudging across the dimly lit room.
Andi looked up into London’s grey eyes and held her hand out. Her brat placed the paddle there and looked down.
“Here, ma’am.”
“Thank you. Now over you go.” Andi slowly helped London over her lap, letting her head and feet both dangle. She rubbed the paddle across the seat of her dress trousers.“Tell me what we have learned today, London Eve.”
The woman’s body went completely limp. “To do as you tell me to. And I’m not allowed coffee after 12. And lying and manipulating you is not okay. And neither is locking you out or ignoring you.”
Andi tapped the paddle lightly. “Very good. It seems you have been learning your lesson today.” She kept tapping and continued. “Tell me why those are important lessons, London Eve.” The woman squirmed across her lap, so she held her a bit closer.
“Because we are in a relationship that requires trust and communication. When I lie to you and manipulate you, it affects that, ma’am. And drinking coffee has always been a rule that benefits my health which you think the most important fuels are.” London recited.
***
London was breathing hard, waiting for the paddle to start landing on her sore backside. Even the light taps were a bit uncomfortable.
“And why are the rules about your health and safety the most important thing to me?” Andi asked from behind her.
London took a deep breath, “Because I am the most important thing to you, ma’am.” The paddle landed with a slightly harder tap but nowhere near a full swat she knew it was capable of. It still caused her to gasp.
“That’s very correct, my dear. Now saying all this, I think there is something else you need to tell me isn’t there?”
London’s heart sped up as the paddle stopped tapping. She could imagine Andi behind her holding it ready to encourage her response. “I- I’m not sure, ma’am. About what?” London confessed. The paddle returned to its slow, soft taps.
“About why you’ve been acting this way all day to begin with. Being a brat, sure. But disrespectful and intentionally arguing and breaking your rules is not like you.”
Andi squeezed her hip as tension filled her body. She didn’t want to talk about that. She’d rather take all the swats than talk about this. “Are you going to paddle me or not, Andi? I’m getting dizzy being like this!” she tried.
“Not until I’m good and ready,” Andi asserted before moving them just enough to pull her up onto the bed for her head to rest on.
London groaned. Fuckin Andi.
“Answer me, London.” Another slightly harder tap landed. The room was quiet for a long moment before London blurted,
“Because I’m worried. Because what if I never see you again?” London’s voice cracked against her wishes, and she felt tears bubble from deep in her gut. The tapping stopped, and a gentle hand started rubbing now.
“So you think it would help to push us apart in the last few days we have together with acting like this?” Andi pressed.
“I- I don’t know! It doesn’t make sense. It just…happens.” London gasps into the bed as the tears speed up. Her body felt like it was going to combust. She clung to the blanket and melted further into a mess of tears. Andi’s strong arms were around her, moving them to the center of the bed, spooning her, holding her, kissing her.
“Oh, my baby, you always have this worry. Every time. But we always make it work, don’t we?” Andi asked, staying as close as possible.
“Yes but what if we don’t this time?” London shook her head and reached for her stuffed bear holding it between them as Andi continued to hold her to allow her to cry it out.
“Would it make you feel better if we planned the trip right now? We can go anywhere you want. We can even go ahead and find a place to stay.”
London just held onto Andi’s shirt shaking her head. There was a deep ache in her chest that she couldn’t explain. All she knew to do was hang onto the woman she loved.
***
London tried to open her eyes but it was painful. They felt swollen and were aching. She could feel Andi under her and took a deep breath enjoying her scent.
“Andi?” she murmured. The hand on her back rubbed a bit.
“I’m right here, love,” Andi hummed and moved to tuck some hair behind her ear.
“Promise?”
“Yes, baby, I promise.”
London forced her eyes open and looked up to Andi who was watching her. “How long was I asleep?” London asked.
“Not long, half an hour, maybe.”
London nodded and chewed her lip. They were silent for a while again, London enjoying having Andi’s full attention and love. Except she couldn’t help but wonder.
As if reading her mind, Andi said, “Go ahead and ask, love. I can hear ya thinking.”
London mewed and hid her face, “Why didn’t you… ya know?”
“Why didn’t I give you a licking with that paddle?” Andi supplied.
London nodded, pulling the blanket over her tighter.
“Because that’s not what you needed from me. You showed me your submission and was honest. I think this right here is what you needed more than anything.” Andi gently combed her fingers through London’s locks just watching her.
“It’s scary saying goodbye. You never know what might keep us apart again. Another pandemic. Or a war. Or even… ourselves.” London confessed.
Andi shared a sad smile. “None of that has stopped us so far. It might take time and be a pain in the butt, but I promise you. This is not it, my love. I plan to spend a very long time taking care of you, little girl.”
London felt her cheeks heat up as Andi planted a kiss on the forehead. “Promise?” London asked quietly.
“With everything in me.” Andi tapped her nose and smiled before kissing her again.
“Love you,” London murmured.
“Love you too. Now what do you say we finish this day how it started? With you naked in the shower?” Andi’s eyes gleamed, and her mouth turned to a smirk.
“I think that’s the best idea you’ve had all day.” London slicked out of bed quickly, followed by Andi.
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